Enigmas of Sophomority

Hello humans and aliens.

I'm gladfully back, with thousands of tears.

Yeah damn grades are.. really bad. Really falling.

I myself still arguing with my Alter, Renegade.

Have I told you before that i have an alter ? no ? well her name is Renegade. i pretty much don't know whether renegade is a 'he' or 'she'

for a 'she' she is so boyish --- so i guess renegade is a 'he'

well it don't matter actually. not really important, renegade only shows himself or herself, ah dunno, when i play sort of instrument, drum, to be exact. so the one who plays drum is not Rani but Renegade. Renegade reneges so much. Rebels and Dissents.

So, back to the main topic. I wanted to discuss some enigmas of this sophomore year.

Should I really study or no ? should I really study or just playing while I have some time, for right now, I mean if you're senior, it couldn't possibly to playing around.

Well if I don't study that much, i mean like study study, my grades will fall off, possibly the last. Hm, no lah, not the last. 4 or 5 from the last. It means that i just gonna play around, go to malls, go for a movies, boys, and yeah.

But you know i have something to be maintained, the one and only: my Dignity. with caps D.

see ?

it always goes like this. between two of them, both of them have advantages. aaaarrgggh

This is what my older batches are always advising me :

Junior : No playing around, adapt with others

Sophomore : Playing around more, the rest, just get over it

Senior : No playing around (again), prepare for the worse final exam.

But there was a friend of mine who were advising me like this :

Junior : No playing around, adapt.

Sophomore : Lil' bit playing around, study, you're only an inch away to the senior which leads you to final exam

Senior : Smaller portions of playing around, but you're allowed to play around. and the rest, study study study for the final exam. study moooreee!

AAAAAA school is driving me crazy, and also my sophomoric year

Please Just Get Off We're Pissed

Yo.

So what's that above?

ah well ya Rani is me and Thata is my friend. We have a really demonic Math Teacher. Just call him Mr. RK.

ARGH WE HATE HIM SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH

who wouldn't hate him, for god's sake ? well maybe the nerdy wouldn't

but still on our topic, about hating that demon..

we can't take it longer.

so lets think about pros and cons

pros:

-we got math lesson which is i believe that every teacher should give us this advantage

-....... ? (please, anyone if you can add this point of pros, just leave it on my bloods)

cons:

-even if we got the math lessons and materials, Mr. RK constantly comes late to the class. So maybe the materials and lessons that we got will be left behind with the other schools. You know, i mean if school A reaches function, we only have 'algebra'. yep something like that

-the teacher doesn't even teach at classroom. he (wait, he ? maybe the right term is 'it' ? lols) pretty much only reading the book and then say : students, please do exercise blablabla and blablabla, open page blablabla.

-the teacher would only teach it to they whom are asking for it. so when it comes to the nerdies, what can we expect for us ? alright maybe if we want to be taught by him, we all (me and ALL my classmates) should go to the front of the class, then ask for the materials. because thats what all the nerdies do. wow. cool. for heaven's sake it would just waste of time.

-the teacher would only promoting his motto of doing math questions. he does it maaaaaany time. maybe he won't stop until we expelled. -.- and the teacher would yell : crazzyyyy crazzzyyyy (edaaan edaaaan). so maybe in his mind by saying that he is crazy, the students will respect him better what. but argh i just don't get it -.-

-the teacher is a show-off type. hello im good at math and you don't and if you wanna be good at math you should been taught by me but your ability at math wouldn't be better than mine. so thats the point of what he's talking for maybe 2 or 3 months. Could you imagine how boring i am ?

-the teacher likes to mock any of his students. this is unacceptable werghk

-...... and so much more. Thata maybe would add some, just leave it on my bloods ya hehe

so yeah anyone decided to stand longer with him ? never think so. besides, he gives us fucking hard math exams. how cool, yet suck. hm i'm caving in -_-

Jogjakarta !

Hey all pripun kabare? lol.
hey all how are you ?
so. today is 253rd anniversary of Jogjakarta aaaaanndd
I wore traditional costumes. As shirt, I wore something that called kebaya, and as skirt, I wore something called jarik.
It's pretty interesting, concerning that we used to wear traditional costumes on Kartini's day only and this year we had to wear it twice. So it's like having a double Kartini's day.
Many competitions were held by Osis, such as: Dingklik Oglak Aglik game, this game is played by four children. First they have to turn around their body, and after that, cross one of their legs. It;s really amusing I mean watching people like that and walking around while they are keeping balance. Tons of laughs. And the first who reached the finish line is the winner.
and then, 'Fold the Wiru' game.
Wiru is a part of Jarik. its folded and it must be really ehm, tidy? can you imagine that? jarik is like 1,5 m long and you have to fold it until 7 or 9 lappet. I didn't watch the game, I was doing something that really unimportant with ma classmates hehe
What did I do? Screaming with my classmates and [pretending that were all musicians
how ridiculous

I know I'm cool, no need to remind me

I know the title is such a snob

Well that's not what I'm trying to say I mean I'm not really cool, not popular.

What I'm trying to say here, is about something that happened yesterday

So yesterday was the first time at school after these two weeks of boring holiday. No, I don't dare to say that it was what I'm waiting for, but at least its will better than the holiday.

I have a Eid Mubarak resolution, yeahs it's my hair. I've told you before about that. But actually, my teachers and friends haven't seen it yet, so yesterday was the first time for them to see my newest hair.

And while I did the hand-shaking things, teachers were started to talk about my hair. duh.

But there were some of them who are just greet me politely.

So these are what they said to me :

-Hi, Ran? OMG your hair ? what happened ?

-Rani. your. hair. ?

-New hair, eh ?

-Change your haircut again ?

-Wow, the hair !

-You should cut the fringe shorter, Ran.

-It;s a lil' bit strange but I like it

And these are what my friends heard (I think they wouldn't dare to say it directly to me) :

- It's that a boy or a girl ?

-Is that the girl named Rani ? Ohmyy. What's wrong ?

-Why does she change her hair so often ?

-She's really boyish

-What's happened to this kid ?

-What was that ? Oh godddd.

-Who were she ? That was a 'she', right ?

SO WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE ?

sorry sorry., hehehe

so since I've cut out my hair it;s like : hey thats rani, a girl with weird hair. her style .. so rebel.

WAA. I'm popular in teachers. but not in a good way.

But I'm pretty much rebel, actually.

And after the handshaking things, its's pretty cloying actually.

Anyways,

My cousin is here in my house, he will stay for.. maybe a long time because his mother is in hospital and his father gotta take care of his mom. He's nice, except when he get along with my brother, world seems gonna end. I mean, it will be so crowded and in the night, the boys wouldn't sleep before 11 or 12. Really annoying. He also likes to bother me when I use the computer. Hue

School is doing pretty boring actually, and I'm a mess. Many tasks and homeworks scattered, waited to be done. And I just want to hang out more and online more. It's pretty much difficult to manage time right now. Oh so Saturday I will have a math exam with Mr. Raphael. He always makes difficult questions. Really have no clue to solve it. I hope tomorrow the question is easy, but it's almost impossible. Good luck for tomorrow ya Ran. haha. May the luck will be my squire tomorroww oh I'm so freak out

Oh, I haven;t done my Javanese, ICT, Biology, and English homework. And they might won't be done because of my cousin, he will bother me.

Bye. Talk to you later.

PS.

I think I have to abandon my blog for a little while. See ya !

i found this site, really alay !

ICAS

Yo
So now I currently working on my Indonesian Assignment. Assignments keep me busy for this whole month. I'd dare to say next month too but I hope not so busy like this now.
Anyways the ICAS test is tomorrow. Tomorrow is English and the previous year's questions are really DIFFICULT. The vocabulary are so many and it;s like impossible to get a perfect mark. But I'm still hoping that i will get a perfect mark, or at least near the perfect mark.
In the 4th and 5th of September another ICAS test will be held. Those are for Mathematics and Science test. The previous test of Math is not really difficult, but there are some questions that are hard to solve. If the question is easy it will be really easy i mean so easy, but if it;s difficult it will be so difficult. No mediocre questions.
The previous Science test is not really easy but if I take a look to the English test, science is easier. But still, the language is difficult the vocabs, yah you know how it does.
So among all of them, based on the difficulty, English is no 1 Science is 2 and Math is 3.
Besides, the ICAS tests aren't same with the tests I've ever had here in Indonesia.
Last but not least, give me prayers for tomorrow. Thanks mucho.

Activities

Hi all,

I've changed the title, it's not 'Updates' but 'Activity', because i'm boring with that damn title.
So let's see ..

• The Drawing-On-The-Wall competition went really greaaaat. so freakin' awesome, even if we won't win, at least we create the history, for our class. But i'm still hoping that our class will be the winner, it's ok if we're not the 1st one.
  
• Well as I told you on my previous past about camping. Well the camping is CANCELED. So it means that I will attend the super boring flag ceremony, haleluyah.
  
• Next week, i think i'm gonna be busy. again. aaaargh ICAS preparation drives me crazy. I have to stop it NOW because I'm dying.
  
• Concerning the Drawing-On-The-Wall competition, tinges were attacked me. I have tinges, any colored-tings in every part of my body. Just name the color, it will be on my body. Even in my hair. Really, it's disgusting.
• About the Indonesian actress : whats happened with Marshanda ? She;s freak.
• on Aug 14th my school was dropped by SCTR, ZNC, and MCLD. How unimportant.

I think those ain't all. haha. i'll catch you later on. Rn.