Need to change. Soon

I don't know how to start this properly. I must stop doing reckless things. I mean, well, like what am I posting here? It's very...immature? jejune. except for that post entitled 'thankful' it has very deep meaning, my friends said. Maybe that's what I should post. more likely that post.

and for that updates thingy, considering that i'm no an actress, or straight-A student or what. who will ever notice? i'm not saying that it's pathetic. maybe now is not the right time for posting such things.

and moreover, i need to go study really soon. almost the mid term exam, so yeah. i actually want to post more things here. if i could. and i think i need to give up on that Carlisle account. it has driven me wacky. and also, i've made a poem. but it's in indonesian so well maybe gonna make a new one and post it here. i really should make one. i mean, well it's like a competition, man. well i guess i better not brag about it even more.